Post by crazytowel on Apr 17, 2012 3:00:39 GMT -5
I think last night was a mess. A lot of that is my fault. There's a lot of talk in the main thread right now about people distrusting me, and voting me off etc. which is kind of hurtful since no one waited around to hear me out, and I thought of myself as a valuable member of the team.
I'll start by making my confessions, and allow anyone else (there's at least one more) to do so after.
i) I lied about where I would be hunting because there's a few members on this alliance who I don't trust, and didn't want to open them to the opportunity to stab me in the back. Someone obviously did it to ethan so obviously my mistrust wasn't out of palce.
ii) I killed Crazy Lights. He was one of the posters I didn't trust. I didn't want him in the alliance in the first place, I had openly said it in the main thread, and him later joining the alliance made me scared that he would target me because of it. He was sort of just added to the team without any regard for how I felt, and since then I've felt like I've been having to watch my back, something I haven't had to do with anyone else in the team.
I'm slightly frightened. Some of these lurkers but non-frequent posters are scaring me.
This is why I distrusted him. He always voted on time, yet he had such few votes that it seemed like he didn't really want to participate in team discussion.
Also I didn't trust tell_me_a_lie because of all that stuff with 'misreading' pms which never got resolved. If you guys think that
someone can make that mistake twice...
iii) also, this one isn't important, but one night (can't remember which) I said I was going to hunt, but last minute I changed my mind and hid instead. I guess I was chicken shit.
Now lets clear up a fact. If anyone gets injured on ANY night (including last night with ethan) you can be damn sure it wasn't me that attacked you, because the rocket launcher I have takes no prisoners.
I hope my team understands that what I did.
I'll start by making my confessions, and allow anyone else (there's at least one more) to do so after.
i) I lied about where I would be hunting because there's a few members on this alliance who I don't trust, and didn't want to open them to the opportunity to stab me in the back. Someone obviously did it to ethan so obviously my mistrust wasn't out of palce.
ii) I killed Crazy Lights. He was one of the posters I didn't trust. I didn't want him in the alliance in the first place, I had openly said it in the main thread, and him later joining the alliance made me scared that he would target me because of it. He was sort of just added to the team without any regard for how I felt, and since then I've felt like I've been having to watch my back, something I haven't had to do with anyone else in the team.
This is why I distrusted him. He always voted on time, yet he had such few votes that it seemed like he didn't really want to participate in team discussion.
Also I didn't trust tell_me_a_lie because of all that stuff with 'misreading' pms which never got resolved. If you guys think that
someone can make that mistake twice...
iii) also, this one isn't important, but one night (can't remember which) I said I was going to hunt, but last minute I changed my mind and hid instead. I guess I was chicken shit.
Now lets clear up a fact. If anyone gets injured on ANY night (including last night with ethan) you can be damn sure it wasn't me that attacked you, because the rocket launcher I have takes no prisoners.
I hope my team understands that what I did.
I only did it because I thought you were a threat, but I guess I was wrong. 
